Complete with its own stairway which lead up to the entrance, I had my own front door. With a shield and a sword hanging up on display I felt like I was untouchable whilst inside of its walls, I felt safe. Built by my dad when I was around the age of four, it was a place to escape from the nightmares that hounded my family on a daily basis. The nightmares caused by him.

The Family Issue

The biggest problem in my life at such a young age was the very person that built me that castle. I still have not figured out if he did it through guilt or some version of love. leaning towards guilt as I don’t think he was capable of actual real love.

I would be forced to sit and watch as that a*sehole would set about my mum, seemingly never happy unless he drew blood. The memories will haunt me forever. I wished that the story would end there but turns out on top of being a violent, Women beating w*nk stain, he was also a predatory paedophile. Not content with the harm he had caused to my mother he set about destroying the youth of my two beautiful sisters. They were just a sad part of a wider issue as turns out his victims were many more in number, this man is a true monster. I am not a religious person but I sincerely hope that he experiences every form of hell that has every been described in every religion.

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‘Broken Castle’
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All I can do is promise that from here on out the mood will lift. I just had to get this song out there to kinda clear the air. Even though the words are personal to me I just hope that someone, somewhere can benefit from my story being shared. Peace